Doubts

Do you know what happens when you've got too much time on your hands?

You think.

You think about the movies you've just watched
You think about the meaning behind them
You think about the money you've just spent
You think about how unnecessary they were
You think about the time you've just wasted
You think about the life you're gonna live
You think about the life you wanna live
You think about the hopes and dreams your parents had for you
You think about the hopes and dreams you had for yourself
You think about the choices you have to make
You think about the fears you'll be having
You think about the people you've hurt
You think about the disappointment in their faces
You think about the people you'll be hurting
You think about you dog telling you that he's hungry
You think about the wind in your hair
You think about the rain in your hair
You think about how long it's been since you've felt that
You think about how depressed you're feeling now
You think about crying out loud but it's the middle of the night
You think about hugging someone, anyone
You think about that hot dude you just saw in Dragon-I
You think about how perfect it'll be if he were here
You think about his long arms holding your body
You think about his broad shoulders protecting you
You think about his smooth voice whispering in your ears
You think about his perfect features looking at you
You think about your children with his cheekbones
You think about his long beautiful legs hooking around yours
You think about his beautiful eyes
You think about the moment both your eyes meet
You think about his beautiful hair
You think.. He, made my day
You think.. It doesn't matter how bad the day gets
You think.. Sometimes, people just surprise you

I think.. God sent him here to cheer me up.

Dear god,
You forgot to give me his number.