In Your Face!

IN YOUR FACE YOU BLACK WOMAN.

I've got nothing against black people. Just this woman.
Let me be childish please?

So. You commented on my draft report that there was 'plagarism detected'. But guess what? There was 0% plagarism detected via the two softwares you combined! HAHA.

Ok. Back to chemistry.
Alkanes, alkenes, alcohol, aldehyde, ketone, carboxylic acid, amines, esters, amides, proteins, triglycerides, carbohydrates.
11 subtopics, 1 text book, 4 sets of notes, 3 tutorials, 1 summary, 1 sasta guide and 1 night. Lets begin.

I hope it rains again.
(:

Change

Change. We don't like it. We fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. It hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn't is lying, but here's the truth sometimes the more things change the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Sometimes change is everything. 

Messing up. 

It's what makes a person. 

It's how we learn, 

where we find joy.

 And the things you don't plan for 

are things you never see coming. 

All Over Again

One week came and go so quickly
I regret not spending more time with you.
A big red bird came today
and waited patiently outside
as we said our goodbyes and hugged and kissed
and then
it took my sister away.


and the countdown begins all over again
and I have to adapt all over again
and the emotions will run all over again
and I'll probably cry all over again
and I'll miss you all over again


The eagle has taken off

even daddy who has dry eye teared
why didn't I?
perhaps
it's the ego
I love you
I really do.

life

Denial. It's not just a river in Egypt, it's a freakin' ocean. So how do you keep from drowning

Life isn't a spectator's sport

It's like candy

but with blood

which is so much nicer

I like that

It's A Good Thing

People have scars

in all sorts of unexpected places,

like secret road maps

of their personal histories,

diagrams of all their old wounds.

Most of our old wounds heal,

leaving nothing behind but a scar,

but some of them don't.

Some wounds we carry with us everywhere

and even though the cuts long gone,

the pain still lingers.

What's worse,

new wounds which are so horribly painful or

old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did.

Maybe our old wounds teach us something,

they remind us where we've been

and what we've overcome,

they teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future.

That's what we like to think,

but that's not the way it is, is it?

Somethings you just have to learn over and over and over again.

But maybe that's the point.

All the pain and the fear and the crap.

Maybe going through all that

is what keeps us moving forward.

It's what pushes us.

Maybe we have to get a little messed up.

Before we can step up.

Being dark and twisty is not a flaw
It's a strength.

Mental Breakdown?

"Common symptoms of mental depression are:

• lower energy
• inability to concentrate or make decisions
• being guilty, irritable and hopeless
• loss of interest in almost all things
• being consistently sad or anxious
• being uncontrollably tearful "

(Toh, 2009)

I've got low energy level. Aaron thinks I'm a pig for sleeping all the time
I can't concentrate on anything and am indecisive.
I feel guilty about everything from my results to eating recently
I've lost interest in lots of things, with books going to be on the list
I'm anxious all the time. (according to Mel)
I've actually teared up for no apparent reason lately

Am I going through a mental breakdown?

I'm going through an emotional breakdown. (Wong, 2009)
It's just a phase. (Sin, 2009)

I think.. I've been bottling up my feelings for too long. I'll explode soon. (Khoo, 2009)

The Climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
There's always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about who's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

Life's a journey
A very tiring one.

I bite

Remember this? Well, some of you already know that I bite when I'm hungry. Some found out through experiences, *cough*zhuoli*cough. Others rather just take my word for it. (: However, there's this poor guy by the name Authur Wan Guo Tong who does not believe that a sweet young thing like me bites. He found out the hard way. (:




It's not THAT painful. (: Anyone else?

I'm not a camwhore

A cam whore (sometimes cam-whore or cam-slut) is an individual who performs sexual services on the Internet with webcam software in exchange for money or goods, usually by a fixed per minute fee or by encouraging viewers to purchase items on their wish lists or add to their online accounts.While the label is usually considered derogatory and insulting, it is also used by these people to describe themselves, occasionally in a self-deprecating manner.

The term "cam whore" is also used to refer to individuals who post pictures or videos of themselves on the Internet to gain attention. The term disparages those who post pictures of themselves at inappropriate times or places, and usually implies self-absorption. This second usage of the term, deriding vanity and histrionics, is overtaking the prior, more intuitive definition. It is usually synonymous with attention whore.

Source: Wikipedia

I hate Australia

I miss you dodo
2 months down, 2 more months to go
and we'll be reunited
I promise you'll get to sleep in my room k?
I won't chase you away anymore
We'll talk till 5 in the morning again
omg.

The realization that you're not here with me finally sunk in
The strong face I've been putting on finally shattered
I once thought that I'm a tough cookie
Hollow yet firm
but somehow when scrolling through the com
looking at our silly pictures
I can't take it anymore.

Gosh.
I hate Australia now!
It stole my sister.
I want her back you stupid kangaroo infested country!
You think you're so great with your cute koala bears
I HATE YOU AUSTRALIA

Why o why do I always have to lose the ones most valuable to me before I can learn to truly appreciate them?

Little things

Wait for the guy..
Who kisses you on the forehead.

It's the little gestures that means the most.
I'll take Qian's advice.

(:

Still waiting..

Dance Slowly

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast
Time is short.
The music won't last

Do you run through each day on the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast
Time is short.
The music won't last

Ever told a child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,'Hi'

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last

Found this in the mail daddy sent today. Somehow, it hit me hard. Unfortunately, my answer's yes to all the above. I managed to take note of all the beauty of mother nature yet, I let the important people of my life just slip past me. Is it really worth it? I miss her.

Don't play hot and cold with me
Been there, Done that
I don't think I can go through that again