I Hate Febuaries

I used to thought that I hate November because of all the exams and crap and everything but now? I hate Febuaries. Why? It's robbing me of my family and friends.

It's the month when they leave, all at once.
Everyone that I care about,
I hate it, even if it'll benefit them.
I've never been really good at bidding goodbyes.
It's when you start to regret everything you've done to them,
Or rather everything that you've never did.
Like how you should've tried harder?

It's the month when I have to start Uni alone.
Have I ever mentioned that I hate that part?
I hate the trying to make new friends part.
I've never been really good at that.
It has always been others who initiate conversations.
Me? I usually sit there and hope that time would pass quickly.
I hope that there'll be another Mel next year, or another Cheryl that makes the effort to talk to me.
Or else, I'd be doomed.


Damn.
I hate this.

And it's so bloody hot now.