In Your Face!

IN YOUR FACE YOU BLACK WOMAN.

I've got nothing against black people. Just this woman.
Let me be childish please?

So. You commented on my draft report that there was 'plagarism detected'. But guess what? There was 0% plagarism detected via the two softwares you combined! HAHA.

Ok. Back to chemistry.
Alkanes, alkenes, alcohol, aldehyde, ketone, carboxylic acid, amines, esters, amides, proteins, triglycerides, carbohydrates.
11 subtopics, 1 text book, 4 sets of notes, 3 tutorials, 1 summary, 1 sasta guide and 1 night. Lets begin.

I hope it rains again.
(:

Change

Change. We don't like it. We fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. It hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn't is lying, but here's the truth sometimes the more things change the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Sometimes change is everything. 

Messing up. 

It's what makes a person. 

It's how we learn, 

where we find joy.

 And the things you don't plan for 

are things you never see coming. 

All Over Again

One week came and go so quickly
I regret not spending more time with you.
A big red bird came today
and waited patiently outside
as we said our goodbyes and hugged and kissed
and then
it took my sister away.


and the countdown begins all over again
and I have to adapt all over again
and the emotions will run all over again
and I'll probably cry all over again
and I'll miss you all over again


The eagle has taken off

even daddy who has dry eye teared
why didn't I?
perhaps
it's the ego
I love you
I really do.

life

Denial. It's not just a river in Egypt, it's a freakin' ocean. So how do you keep from drowning

Life isn't a spectator's sport

It's like candy

but with blood

which is so much nicer

I like that

It's A Good Thing

People have scars

in all sorts of unexpected places,

like secret road maps

of their personal histories,

diagrams of all their old wounds.

Most of our old wounds heal,

leaving nothing behind but a scar,

but some of them don't.

Some wounds we carry with us everywhere

and even though the cuts long gone,

the pain still lingers.

What's worse,

new wounds which are so horribly painful or

old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did.

Maybe our old wounds teach us something,

they remind us where we've been

and what we've overcome,

they teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future.

That's what we like to think,

but that's not the way it is, is it?

Somethings you just have to learn over and over and over again.

But maybe that's the point.

All the pain and the fear and the crap.

Maybe going through all that

is what keeps us moving forward.

It's what pushes us.

Maybe we have to get a little messed up.

Before we can step up.

Being dark and twisty is not a flaw
It's a strength.

Mental Breakdown?

"Common symptoms of mental depression are:

• lower energy
• inability to concentrate or make decisions
• being guilty, irritable and hopeless
• loss of interest in almost all things
• being consistently sad or anxious
• being uncontrollably tearful "

(Toh, 2009)

I've got low energy level. Aaron thinks I'm a pig for sleeping all the time
I can't concentrate on anything and am indecisive.
I feel guilty about everything from my results to eating recently
I've lost interest in lots of things, with books going to be on the list
I'm anxious all the time. (according to Mel)
I've actually teared up for no apparent reason lately

Am I going through a mental breakdown?

I'm going through an emotional breakdown. (Wong, 2009)
It's just a phase. (Sin, 2009)

I think.. I've been bottling up my feelings for too long. I'll explode soon. (Khoo, 2009)

The Climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
There's always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about who's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

Life's a journey
A very tiring one.