Mental Breakdown?

"Common symptoms of mental depression are:

• lower energy
• inability to concentrate or make decisions
• being guilty, irritable and hopeless
• loss of interest in almost all things
• being consistently sad or anxious
• being uncontrollably tearful "

(Toh, 2009)

I've got low energy level. Aaron thinks I'm a pig for sleeping all the time
I can't concentrate on anything and am indecisive.
I feel guilty about everything from my results to eating recently
I've lost interest in lots of things, with books going to be on the list
I'm anxious all the time. (according to Mel)
I've actually teared up for no apparent reason lately

Am I going through a mental breakdown?

I'm going through an emotional breakdown. (Wong, 2009)
It's just a phase. (Sin, 2009)

I think.. I've been bottling up my feelings for too long. I'll explode soon. (Khoo, 2009)

The Climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
There's always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about who's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

Life's a journey
A very tiring one.

I bite

Remember this? Well, some of you already know that I bite when I'm hungry. Some found out through experiences, *cough*zhuoli*cough. Others rather just take my word for it. (: However, there's this poor guy by the name Authur Wan Guo Tong who does not believe that a sweet young thing like me bites. He found out the hard way. (:




It's not THAT painful. (: Anyone else?

I'm not a camwhore

A cam whore (sometimes cam-whore or cam-slut) is an individual who performs sexual services on the Internet with webcam software in exchange for money or goods, usually by a fixed per minute fee or by encouraging viewers to purchase items on their wish lists or add to their online accounts.While the label is usually considered derogatory and insulting, it is also used by these people to describe themselves, occasionally in a self-deprecating manner.

The term "cam whore" is also used to refer to individuals who post pictures or videos of themselves on the Internet to gain attention. The term disparages those who post pictures of themselves at inappropriate times or places, and usually implies self-absorption. This second usage of the term, deriding vanity and histrionics, is overtaking the prior, more intuitive definition. It is usually synonymous with attention whore.

Source: Wikipedia

I hate Australia

I miss you dodo
2 months down, 2 more months to go
and we'll be reunited
I promise you'll get to sleep in my room k?
I won't chase you away anymore
We'll talk till 5 in the morning again
omg.

The realization that you're not here with me finally sunk in
The strong face I've been putting on finally shattered
I once thought that I'm a tough cookie
Hollow yet firm
but somehow when scrolling through the com
looking at our silly pictures
I can't take it anymore.

Gosh.
I hate Australia now!
It stole my sister.
I want her back you stupid kangaroo infested country!
You think you're so great with your cute koala bears
I HATE YOU AUSTRALIA

Why o why do I always have to lose the ones most valuable to me before I can learn to truly appreciate them?

Little things

Wait for the guy..
Who kisses you on the forehead.

It's the little gestures that means the most.
I'll take Qian's advice.

(:

Still waiting..

Dance Slowly

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast
Time is short.
The music won't last

Do you run through each day on the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast
Time is short.
The music won't last

Ever told a child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,'Hi'

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last

Found this in the mail daddy sent today. Somehow, it hit me hard. Unfortunately, my answer's yes to all the above. I managed to take note of all the beauty of mother nature yet, I let the important people of my life just slip past me. Is it really worth it? I miss her.

Don't play hot and cold with me
Been there, Done that
I don't think I can go through that again